A Laughable Party 2

from DDR to 
gilding the lily
I am fucking 
tired
I've never really
been able to sleep in 
I wake up with
my heart in my throat
when there's water flowing
downhill in the gutter
and you're walking up
piano in your ear
Kayla says
it's not square 1
it's just 
a different square
I say to Brunner
at least we have
a head start
language
resources
our parents 
didn't have
and youth
he replies
that's a nice idea
I sure hope
you're right
making tons 
of messes
then doing my best
to clean them up
I lay on the sidewalk
and see crows
on the wires
they are the weird 
sisters, offering
tricky predictions
I wish they 
would tell me
not only how
it all ends
but what the
road ahead
will be like